MyMS

Today is fine. What is really bothering me is my back. I messed it up last week, but I thought is was better now. But nope, the knot is back it makes me walk funny. Bummer.
This morning we dropped off the van at Fleets b/c the transmission has really acting up. Robert told them it's been doing it for a couple weeks, but it's actually been since it was fixed last fall. It only used to happen on the interstate when I got to 65-70mph, but now it does it all the time, around town too. Robert didn't believe me until it started happening, around town, for him too. He said it's b/c I think I hear/feel things that aren't there. Like a hypochondriac, except w/ motor vehicles. That wouldn't be such a stretch since I am a bit of a 'regular' hypochondriac. That's probably the main reason I don't like being pregnant.
Been resting most of the day. The girls were out of school today, but I have still had restful day. Ahhh.

Diamonds are a Girls Best Friend

I'm watching the movie Marilyn, about Marilyn Monroe. I, like many others, have always been intrigued by her. I knew about her drug and alcohol abuse, marriages and affairs, but not so much about her insecurities. They obviously ran very deep and she needed constant reassurances that she was good enough in all areas of her  personal and especially business life. In 'regular' life it's difficult enough to feel unworthy of your life. Who wants all of their insecurities and failures broadcast around the world? We only want others to see only the best of who we are.  It would have known much more about Norma Jean.